Hell to pay.

I seriously feel like I can't take anymore of this insanity. I feel so broken and alone. I have all of my friends with me, but I still feel like I have nothing there. I'm just, empty. I can't handle it. I need someone to prove to me that this is worth it. That in the end something good can come out of all this bull shit. I need someone to honestly care for me and about me. To care about my happiness. I have people that try to be that person, but I push them away. I want to find that one person, who won't stop even when I do.