Two can play at that game (;

You have a girlfriend.

Don't text me in the middle of the night telling me you love me. I know she wouldn't like that very much. As much as I love to see that, I can't be the "other" girl. I can't let you do to her what you did to me. I didn't reply "i love you too" I simply said "wow". You can't do this to her. I'd hate to know you put another girl through what you put me through. 
Even if waking up to that text made my day worth it.



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Wow.

So yesterday came as a real surprise to me. It opened my eyes really.
goodness goodness.
this time when i say im going back to how i use to be,
i mean it.
i'll stick with it this time.

screwwwwwwwwwwwwww haters (;

Hell to pay.

I seriously feel like I can't take anymore of this insanity. I feel so broken and alone. I have all of my friends with me, but I still feel like I have nothing there. I'm just, empty. I can't handle it. I need someone to prove to me that this is worth it. That in the end something good can come out of all this bull shit. I need someone to honestly care for me and about me. To care about my happiness. I have people that try to be that person, but I push them away. I want to find that one person, who won't stop even when I do.