hahahaha, fuck you.

fourth of july. 
pretty effin great.


today.
pretty effin great.


not even sad anymore.


but bitchy? YES :) 


that's how you know i'm back to the old me :D 

Shut your god damn mouth.

quit trying to prove me wrong.
just fucking quit it already.
You and I both know the truth.
so quit trying to make yourself look good.
or i'll beat the shit outta you
i'm soooooooooo sick of bullshit.

Everyone's mad.

I can't help what I did. Now that I've done it, I don't want to change my mind. It may be the biggest mistake of my life, but I can't help it. Everyone found out, and hell broke loose.

I'm so frustrated, I want to bang my head into a brick wall.
That'd be less pain than what I feel right now.
God damn.

imsosleepy.

I'm running on sleep deprivation. My medicine makes it where I can't fall asleep until like 1, and when I try to stay up past that I get high off my ass. THENNN it wakes me up at about 5. So 4 hours of sleep. The nights I don't take it, I don't sleep any. So, basically. Until I heal, I'll be going insane from sleep lost. BUT naps make it bearable.

On the brightside, I get to see all of my Myrtle Beach lovers this weekend.

July 4th.

Fireworks. Bam bam bam bam bam bam bammmm, <3 (:

oh&&&&&&&&
Jansen is gone now. 32 days until I see him!
it sucks having your best friend go on tour. ): </3